Z Life - Over

       " IS ALL OVER "

                        But

     I will always remember :)

Z Life - Stranger

Is been a stressful month that i had been through in 2010/12...........is not as hard as those people who has family and fighting to survive in this reality world (salute to those people). Finally is getting to the end of my study, working temporally to gain some experiences, till now still manage to cope with the stress sometime.

I have been thinking lately about SHE, suddenly i feel that i doesn't know SHE that much, i feel so far from SHE. I can't even understand her circumstances or i am just too stubborn on my own principle? Is a shame that i can't even do a little surprise for her nowadays. what the fxxk wrong with me, have i change? Although i don't want to admit it but i guess i do but i really want SHE to know that i still love her as i always do. Well action always speak louder and i am lack of that now............

Sometime when i advise SHE like how a parent do, i always think is that right or wrong? Most of the time is not something that she will love to listen but i just want to tell her, maybe i shouldn't? I always a good listener to all my friends and always able to control the situation when come to console my friends but i always fail to do so in front of SHE. Speechless...........

How i suppose to manage my relationship now? clueless to be honest, i want to maintain but i not too sure either me or SHE can handle it. I don't want it to be a bad ending if anything happen to our relationship. If i could give SHE anything that i capable to do, i would! i swear i would.........

Will this come to an end, i really don't know............i feel tired now but i am not giving up, I AM NOT! I just need time, that's all.

I can't sleep well this few nights after talk to SHE, look at her crying really make me feel so weak & heartbreaking. I only can communicate with her through typing...............

I really feel like a weakling now, can't do any sxxt that i use to be so good and proud at. I want to apologize to SHE if anything that i disappointed her. Please forgive me and correct me. Lead me to do the right thing that i should do, I'm willing to learn.

Just want you to know that, although i have slight changes but i am still the one that you know from last time.

P.S I Love you

Z LiFe - Blog

Man I never blog for decade

Coming Soon

Z LiFe - AUSSIE

Here I come AUSSIE

Thanks Family + Penang Gangs + International Gangs + Singapore Gangs

Is my pleasure to know all of you

:)

C Y A

Z LiFe - Friend ?

My mind just won' t work at that moment of time

No ones fault

I am just confuse

Z LiFe - Photograph Lovers

Positioning

Resting

Sharing

Laughing

Concentrating


" Passion For Photograph "

Snap it " ZCaA " that is the only sound you can hear it for the whole day

&

WE LOVE IT

Z Photography - Experimental Shot

Spectrum 1

Spectrum 2

Spectrum 3

Spectrum 4

Spectrum 5


" One Day Shot "

DARCH Classmate + 6 DSLR + 1DCAM + Walk around + Singapore city

Z LiFe - Wishes

Thanks Guys & Girls

Z LiFe - MaS to SiN to AUs

Headache

The only words that appear in my mind for this few weeks

- TASKS -

Application of Uni - Success

Differ of Bond - Under Progress

Starhub contract termination - Under Negotiation

Accommodation - N/A

Aus VISA - Under Progress

Medical Check up - Success

Sin PR - N/A

Flight - Under Progress


little things but you won t know until you do it

JUST DO IT

ADDIDAS

Nights

Z LiFe - 21

21

Here is the nomination of my twenty FIRST birthday -

First person to greet me - Welly

First person to email me - Kelly

First person to msn me - Yinn

First person to call me - Sean, Wei Tian, Benny

First person to sms me - Shin Wuei

First person I meet with - Wenz

First Present that i receive - Helmut + wenz

&

First birthday cake - Imelda




That's All my FIRST in 01/06/09

Thanks for all the wish, sms, call, webcam,Email !




Finally i am 21

Nights

Z Photography - Beard

The beard that i craving for

Z LiFe - FLY

HERE COMES MY MOTIVATION

Z Photography - Digital Imaging

Basic Digital Imaging 1

Basic Digital Imaging 2

Basic Digital Imaging 3

Advanced Digital Imaging 4

Advanced Digital Imaging 5

" Wonders of Photoshop "

I just want to share with you guys some digital imaging skills, well i am not a pro but i am interested in this field. If you guys have any stuffs that related to digital imaging, please don 't hesitate to share with me your skills + ideas.

Any recommend website for me?

Cheers for DI + photography lover

Z Photography - Bangkok

Chatucak

Laici

Rose

Guardian

Gold

" Thailand Trip "

fascinating Architecture + Big city + Fashion city + Traffic conjunction

Z LiFe - SIN to PG to SIN

Next Step = Think + Do + Think +Wait

Z LiFe - Pageant

Finally

The Mens

The Women's

The Finalist

The Lovely Committee

" MMBE + ADD "

Memorable + Fun + Touch + Crazy + Love + Friendship + Trust + Enjoy

That conclude The Wonderful night :)

Z LiFe - Internal Beauty

To me this is......BEAUTIFUL

Z Photography - Couple Shot

Spectrum

Monochrome

Z LiFe - Tranquility

Original

" Freelancing "

It was a beautiful & quiet night.........i spend a few hour to play with my camera. When everyone started to fall asleep, i take up my pen and sketch.........is been a while i am doing this since last month.

Again is hard to stop when I started to design and in the end i sleep at 6.30am, which is now! Darn I have to rush my design for the client but somehow I quite enjoying doing all those works.

Alright NIGHTs

Z LiFe - W ExPeriEncE

Misunderstanding or lack of experience...........I guess i stand for my right &
money is not an issue! What matters to me is what i gain & i will give you all I have. If you trusted me don' t doubt on me, If you ask me then wait for it.

Well everything is over & is normal, i guess & i hope you will have the faith in me.

Design is not just all about money it also reflect the personality of the designer.

I don t design for money

Thanks for believing me.